This is so so how my head has been for the last few months - I think I might just have worked things out and know where my life is going and what I want to do but ......
then I realise "nope" i've just been stuck between that rock and a hard place winging my way through making it look like I know what I'm doing!
So, we are nearly at the end of January and I've only just realised that maybe, just maybe, I should have made a resolution or two after all. But who says I can't make them now? You see I have totally realised where I am going wrong - LISTS!
I had stopped writing lists.
Now I stopped writing them on purpose because I had got to a point where if I had something on a list and it didn't get done, organised or sorted then I felt like I had failed somehow. Who I had failed I have absolutely no idea - it was only me putting pressure on myself. I have been out and bought myself a nice pink notebook from Home Bargains and as from tonight I am going to be writing my weekly lists so I know what I'm going to do instead of swinging between order and chaos not knowing what I want to accomplish that day!
I'm under no illusions I'll tell you now - this is going to end up with me writing lists of what lists I have. You see I have a certain amount of things that I know I want to get done in a day (as long as my body and the pain allows), then I have the things I want to accomplish in a month (ie so many hexagons sewn for my quilt so it is finished for next winter) but I also have things that have no real limit on them (ie learning something new like Photography from Youtube and the internet).
So - this is my rather belated resolution, get listing, get learning and get organised x